What Drives Your Life ?

What is it that make you wake up in the morning and continue on live your life ?

Is it your family ?
Is it your job ?
Is it your obsession(s), your goal, your plan ?
Is it your life-vision and/or mission ?

What is it ?

Sounds so curious, eh ?
Yep! I am.
Cause I've been put a lot of thinking regarding this matter in past few weeks.
What is it that make me wake up in the morning and continue on live my life ?

I tried with family. Doesn't work well.
Job, fiuhh..

Obsessions, goals, and plans are there. And I can see them clearly, I can make them happen. Just it all seems fake to me.

Life-vision and/or mission, e.g doing some noble, selfless cause(s), sometimes makes me think, how can we differentiate the ego-feeding and the vision/mission. Just too complicated. While my question is simple.

What is it that make me wake up in the morning and continue on live my life ?

But then again, I have question about why am I alive ? What am I even doing alive ? Cause all I want is to be with him. I guess, that's what make me wake up in the morning and continue on live my life. To know that I am a day closer to be with him.